Did I shock myself today!

I had a Meeting at MGE and last night as I was going to sleep Merv popped in to my thoughts and I knew I was going to his office today and I suddenly thought, I;m going to see his office... Next thing I know sleep too over and I forgot all about it.

So off I wandered to MGE today and walked in to the building and Roy's assistant led my manager and I up the stairs, which I have been up so many times, and turned the corner... Oh my life... I was faced with it. I was faced with Merv's office.

I stopped in my tracks wondering where to run! I slowly start edging forward everyone stopped to look at me. There is no escaping it. The door is open. I am going in. The corridor is not that long, but it felt like it was a mile.

Deep breath with tears in my eyes, I crossed the threshold. Stepping in to the room where I had first met Merv Griffin 4 years ago and I had no idea who he was at that time (those of you who don't know either... he is a legend in TV in the US).

The room felt empty, his desk was there and empty chair. I have never seen that chair empty before. Whoa. Once I calmed down I could focus on the task at hand, but I kept starring at the chair, the last time I was sitting in front of that desk, with Kev discussing the show and appearances. crazy how your life can change in 6 months.

Throughout the meeting, I knew Merv was sitting in the chair, suddenly the room went hot and I went SO cold... I nearly blurted out... Hey Merv!! But that wouldn't be strange in my world would it! lol

Going back to a place where you remember a particular loved one is hard, and as they say time heals. But those of you who are overcoming the grief of losing a loved one, you must remember, nothing will take their place. the wound will heal and time helps that, but actually you never really get over it. What you do, is learn to cope with it and deal with it. You be come stronger every day, and yes there will be times like today where it knocks you for six, but you get on and deal with it. It's all part of the healing process.

In England, a cuppa tea heals everything too apparently!!!

Charlie actually asked if he could go back to school today!! Bless him.

Right I had better get a wriggle on, as Janey will not be happy with me. For those of you who don't know, she's my best mate in the UK and we used to joke how she is my mother.. she looks after me... cheers chick!!!

Have a great weekend, I hope to blog tomorrow but I am away on a speaking engagement, so I am not sure if I will be able to, but I will do my best!

Also for those of you having problems with membership there is a link to get some technical help now on the Members login page.

Bed time... have a great weekend!!!

Lisa xxx

I just wanted to follow up on yesterdays' post. So many of you posted and mentioned how it was something you needed to hear. It's of course sad when you hear this as I know you want your loved ones here and around you forever, but they do keep checking in on you now and then to see how you are and if you need their help... so they are only a stones throw away.

Ask for them and they will come running. But you do have to let them go one with their work on the otherside... you are not holding them back but imagine it's like a job that you need to stay focused on and the phone interrupts you all the time... that's what its' like.

They want to help you and sometimes they can't always come themselves so they send helpers, like your guide or other members of your team who can give you help an guidance along the way. You have a whole support network of helpers that you just don't know about! It's wonderful!

so never think that you are holding them back, and never think that you will not hear from them again or you will not see the signs, because you will... they are there along with others who are there too help you.

I hope this helps you all.

I just wanted to put this out there, but I have a very dear friend who is flying out to see me next week, she often posts on the comments, Kate, and her little girl is ill and depending on her recovery they may not be able to come. I am sure Kate won't mind me saying this as she has already posted about it, but for her family it's been a nightmare year and she had to have brain surgery and so Kev and I wanted to fly them over to LA for a holiday. So if you can, can you please spare a healing thought for her little girl so that they can have the holiday they truly deserve.. they are such special people.

Thank you for all the blessings for Charlie... trust me when I say, he is back to normal!!! LOL!!!

Lots of love

Lisa xxx

I have been giving readings for years and one thing I have realized is that no matter how long some one has been passed, we still want them around us. For the first few months or even years, we can still feel their presence, we will still get signs that they are still around us. Yet over a period of time those signs often become less and less. Meeting them in your dreams become less frequent and your signs, no matter how subtle may no longer be as strong.

It's hard enough to loose the physical presence but when this starts to happen we feel like it's a bereavement all over again. We want it so badly, we crave it. We seek mediums like myself who can communicate, but we don't have the magic telephone ... connection to the spirit world, is Bill, Mary's husband there please...? It's not like that unfortunately. Many people who I have come across become addicted to Mediums. We crave communication from our loved ones. Especially if there are decisions to make in life that they would have made for you.

But what we have to remember is not only do we have to be strong and move on with our life, but they also have to move on, away from the earth plane, once they have learnt the lessons that they had to learn and then progress through the spiritual realms. That is why you are not feeling them so much or seeing the signs so frequently. They move on. They revert back to the spirit personalities and lives that they have lead in the spirit world before.... just like we will when we return back.

Think of being born and living the life we are leading as a vacation. We are only here for a short period of time and then we go home.

It's easy to become addicted to Mediums, because we have a way of communicating with your loved ones. it's easy to become addicted to Psychics as we have a way of giving you insight in to the future. But what we have to realize is whether we need a loved one to help us with a decision or a psychic to help us with the pathway we should follow... just remember the answer is always with in US. If we search within us, we know the answers. They are there!

Allow your loved ones to move on just as they are allowing you to move on, our lives are pre-destined and we have to accept this. But remember they will always be there waiting for you when it's your time to return home!

Charlie is very much on the mend... ice cream works wonders!

With love

Lisa